Hi guys!
I don't have core membership now (that's necessary to make polls) so i use this page instead.
Please answer my question here:
strawpoll.me/7333386/Soo about my life.. well it's going well.
Those people who have been following me for a while may remember I've always wanted to draw a manga (webcomic), this was my plan when i registred here also. "I will draw my story and i will show it to people" I said. I drew pictures of my characters, I planned the story.. (..
actually it was an another story but it's not in my gallery anymore) But as time passed I had to think about my future. I have to make money to survive lol, I had to find a job or go an another school to learn then find a job. 8D But I knew that I only want to work somewhere in the art industry. I want to make illustrations, I want to make games, I want to do something what I love to do. So then
I focused on improving my art skills. I screached tutorials, I asked a friend of mine for criticism, and she helps me a lot. She told me about the studio where looked for colleagues I sent them my portfolio and I got it! I got it. Yes. And then... what? I'm working there almost for one year, and I improved A LOT because of the job. I had to learn how to draw that many,
how to draw things I've never drawn before. I have to draw 8hours/day, and beside that I was trying to draw at home to, but.. I..
could not? I lost my motivation?
At Sundays I was waiting for Mondays because I was bored??? I just didn't know what to draw at home and why? Just because m
aybe it will be good once in my portfolio? I had many RANDOM idea but not enough energy, time and first of all I didn't have enough motivation to do any of them. I drew but very little, usually I just practised something.. anatomy, colors.. but I did not finished pictures as much as before.
but
nowadays
I'm just like
I realized what I wanted to do
what I want to do.
I want to make a comic I want to draw my story D:
And after this mindblow I've just... got back my motivation?! I haven't slept enough for two weeks already because I worked on the story, on the characters and I'm not sleepy or tried??? So that's what motivation do. I found the new goal of my life. I hope I can keep it, I hope I will not be fustrated because of my perfectionism I hope I can just do it because it's fun to do. And if there are people who enjoy this too, I'll be just more happy.
A happy little one.
Thank you for reading!